And I remember I’m crying and I’m crying and I’m crying, I've been crying for so long. I am summoned to a great calling. We’re in a kind of, a deep cavernous layer of a cave. I'm also less terrified than I thought I would be. There’s still a sense of red and of earthiness. The sky is still blue, the edge of our ozone layer. This great grief in me. Huge grey clouds everywhere. This beautiful tail of this narwhale, this purply iridescent tail that was flipping around.
